what if there is no concept of crime?

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and peace be upon all of you.

comel kan kucing kat atas niy? apa perasaan korang kalau kucing tu betul betul kena tembak? sedih kan? honestly la dengan aku. korang rasa korang takut tak dengan keadaan dunia sekarang ni? seriously aku cakap aku memang takut gila wehh. mana taknya. apa cerita dengan kita tak boleh nak percaya kat budak kecik yang kat tepi jalan tu kalau dia tahan kereta(korang ada well informed tak dgn cerita niyh?) budak tu! budak budak pun kita dah tak boleh nak percaya kan.

lagi lagi sekarang niy dengan kes tembak menembak la, tikam menikam la. aduhhh. aku betul betul tak faham la dengan manusia manusia yang nak buat benda benda macam ni. kenapalah diorang nak libatkan orang ramai? ok. kalau korang takde duit, usaha lah sikit pegi cari duit. money that comes from our own sweat and effort is the best precious thing yang korang akan rasa. kalau lah ada manusia yang bergelar penjenayah (YA ALLAH, JAUHKANLAH DIRI AKU DARI DIORANG AND KAU LINDUNGILAH AKU DARIPADA DIORANG, AMINN) terbaca apa yang aku post ni, aku tak marah korang. tapi aku, dan seluruh saudara seummah se'satu malaysia' ni nak tolong korang from menyusahkan lagi hidup orang lain. daripada korang menyusahkan hidup diorang and daripada korang berada dalam keadaan bersalah seumur hidup,apa kata do some challenges in your life. apa gunanya hidup kalau tak ada cabaran,iye dokk? cuba korang explore sikit satu malaysia niy. takkan la takda keje kosong langsung kott. aku dengan ini mengaku tidak percaya dengan konsep zero working opportunity kat negara ini. for me, luck is everywhere. you just have to step ahead and try to find it by your own self. apa gunanya Tuhan bagi kita dua kaki, dua tangan dua mata dua telinga ni semua? semua tu untuk kita berusaha. ada faham murid murid? hehe.

furthermore, for those yang tikam menikam sebab dengki niy, masyaALLAH. cuba korang fikir balik, apa faedah korang nak dengki mendengki kat orang lain semua niy? macam takde je konsep "bekerjasama", bersatu padu", "bekerja sama sama" kat dalam dunia ni kan. ha! dah Tuhan create konsep tu, apa lagi. EXPLORE AND TRY IT! there will be nothing if we dont try. bunuh membunuh bukan jalan penyelesaian. tolong lah saudara all around the world, killing will give no solutions to our problems, instead it will gives you a reward of feeling guilty throughout your whole life. is that what you really want? just think.

medulla oblongata says :

# YA ALLAH, please protect my family, my sayang, my friends and those who knows me from any of these crimes.

#DEAR GOD, please show them(including myself) your guide and lead them to the correct path.

#haishh. takut betol sekarang niy. tangan aku nak menaip pun menggeletar sudehhh.

what if there is no handphones

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and peace be upon all of you.

Seriously, pernah tak korang terfikir apa akan jadi kat kita as human niy bila ketiadaan handphones? hmm. since aku terpikir benda niy semalam, aku rasa aku nak kongsi sikit (from my realistic opinion) what will happen if there is no existence of handphones in our world.

Its kinda funny to thing about this first sebab the first thing yang aku pikir kalau takde handphone, rasanye kite akan contact meng"contact" membe membe laen dengan menggunakan pen dan kertas. Part yang paling best nya, aku rasa mesti kertas kertas tu kertas kaler kaler, siap dengan perfume bedak tepung smue ada. haha. Iye laa. skarang kan dah 20-an. Tak maen laa pos surat pakai kertas kajang kaler putih je an. mesti nak advance jugak. aku terbayang balik cerita mak ayah aku pasal mcmn diorg try contact each other masa zaman tgh bloom dengan bunge dulu (sekarang pun blooming lagyk iye). susa gle kott dengar cerita diorg. mak aku pun cakap, "korang niy, ptutnya bersyukur lah ada enset niy smue. nak contact pun senang. " hehe.

Maka dengan itu, position untuk kerja as posmen pun akan di offer dengan melambung tingginya. Macamana lah pulak kan kalau lah ditakdirkan boifren dengan girlfren yang duduk jauh jauh tuu nak bagi surat. Kesian kat diorang. Dah siap tulis surat kaler kaler letak cologne smua tapi posmen pulak takdak. hampeh la beb, sia sia je usaha. haha!

Tapi yang sad thing nya pulak, takkan wujud lah model model handphone yang cun cun (aku tawu aku prempuan and tengah cakap pasal prempuan.so?) and takkan wujud lah handphone yang berjenama macam blackberry, iphone dan yang sebumbung dengannya, sedih gila an? cube lah korang bayangkan apa lah jadinya dengan hidup niy kalau kita tak kenal langsung dengan smartphones tu smua?

Honestly, aku bersyukur sangat sangat and berterima kasih sangat sangat kat orang yang telah meng"invent" sebuah device yang bernama handphone. that is so much precious to us nowadays man. thank you once again. :D

turning over a new leaf

"He dares to be a fool, and that is the first step in the direction of wisdom. - James Huneker"

And yes, i have been a very bloody fool in my past and now i am ready to turn over a new leaf. By the way, what do you really understand about this phrase ; 'turning over a new leaf'? For me, it will only means when it starts with the word, " From now on, Ive decided to ............... ". So now let's take a look about what Ive decided in my life.

From now on, Ive decided to :

#Stop wasting my time by playing too many games in Facebook.

#Try as hard as I can to pass my exams.

#Be a good person in every aspects of my life.

#Study and prepare every subjects earlier.

#Change the theme of my blog. ( I will try to avoid any wasted informations - I will only share some of my experince and most of the post will be about my opinions towards every events happened around me)

#Dont care what others think about me. (I dont give a dayum about them. Ive learned that thinking too much will only hurt myself )

#Stop doing the most humiliating mistake Ive done to myself ( Im soo sorry DEAR GOD. I really MEAN it! )

finally, ITS OVER!

Assalamualaikum and peace to all of you,

First of all, really thank god that its over!!!! Exam dah habis!!!! yeye! (erkk. anis, please chill. Its just a 'FIRST TRIMESTER'S' examination). Yup i know but still, just glad its over. Berat kut subjek degree niyh rupenye iye. Personal advice yang i boleh tell u guys, study lah last minute kalau korang nak suffer sepanjang exam. hehe. Below are the chronological order of my examination week :

21/9/10 ( MANAGEMENT )

seriously, please be honest. kalau korang dengar je subj niyh mesti ingat senang giler macam kadang kuda + kacang parang + kacang pancang pendek tinggi sume kan? Kalau adalah makhluk tuhan yang anggap macam tu,meh jumpe aku meh. aku suruh korang jawab balik final paper subj niyh hari tu. dengan syarat,you guys boleh belajar dalam mase seminggu je, hehe. anda sukakan cabaran????

Mase aku buat paper niyh, yang aku ingat, some things yang bermain dalam pikiran aku adalah:

• " pemende sial soalan soalan niyh semua?"
• " tak penah pulak aku dengar teori niyh dalam buku teks. "
• "Miss niyh buat teori sendiri ke hape?"
• " oh shit! dah lah carry marks aku ciput cam siput. MAIGOD!!!!!!"
• " tido lagik best"

(for those who think they are underage,awet muda or tak sedar diri, it is stricly reminded to DO NOT EVER EVER THINK THESE TYPES OF QUESTIONS especially during your final. you will only drive a stairway to heaven tapi sikit sikit lagi nak belok ke hell.)

Selepas berteleku seketika mengenangkan soalan soalan berkenaan, aku pun dengan redha,cool dan bertawakal kepada tuhan, menjawab soalan soalan yang dianggap keeps-me-regretting-for-not-studying-earlier dengan sepantas kilat ( haha. stupid pun ada gak sebenarnye. ape motif aku jawab soalan soalan yang aku tak berapa nak tahu tu dengan sepantas kilat eh? kenapa tak buat dengan tenang je and try sehabis mungkin cari jawapan? hmmm. MYSTERIOUS!) The happy ending is, Anis Azreen bt Fakarruddin berjaya menyiapkan soalan dan berjaya keluar dari dewan peperiksaan 45 minit awal. HAHA!

Now, to cut the long story short, I will share my THOUGHTS for the last four subjects pulak. And you guys boleh pandai pandai lah buat assumptions sendiri oke? HAVE FUN!

24/9/10 ( MANAGERIAL MATHEMATICS )

• pergh! nasib baek aku tak tido malam tadi. memang berbaloi ah aku tak tido! ( dengan muka bangga dan saiz mata yang sebesar zarah tapi kecik sikit dari saiz atom.)
• 4324+4545=4542, 34324+24342=1444,3443FF+2321FHTR=34324FSF ( dah nama pun math kan,ofkos lah pikir num. duhhh )
• bile boleh klua awal niy, bile boleh klua awal niy ( menghitung saat, minute dan jam untuk keluar awal dari grandhall and my mission ACCOMPLISHED!)
• I LLLOOOOOOVVVVVEEEEEE MMMAAAAATTTHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

27/9/10 ( CRITICAL THINKING )

• oh yeah! sejuk gile!
• FALLACY FALLACY FALLACY
• ad populum, ad hominem, band wagon ( APAKAH? to readers, abaikan sahaja. Kalau nak tahu jugak, korang pandai IT kan? pegi google :D )
• nak keluar awal lagi, nak keluar awal lagi, nak keluar awal lagi. ( and guess what, ACCOMPLISHED! )

29/9/10 ( INFORMATION SYSTEMS )

• uishh. niyh soalan zaman bile niyh? router? modem? madam? pemadam? APAKAH!!!!!! ( yuppp. kegilaan + stress tahap pelangi hampir bermula)
• rawrrrr. ensemnye mamat sebelah niyh ( jawab satu soalan, then jeling jeling sebelah. "this action are repeated until aku keluar dewan" )
• chill sudah. carry marks dah pass kut.
• KELUAR AWAL LAGI!!!

30/9/10 ( FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING )

• systematic nye jawapan aku ( explanation = dalam banyak banyak soalan, paper niy la yang paling banyak soalan. buktinye, my mission to go out early was not accomplished *sigh*)
• tak sabar nye nak jerit exam dah habis!!! UGH!!! ( jerit dalam hati saja )
• god dayum cold baii. (dah macam kena letak dalam freezer dah ha )

medulla oblongata says:

* Tolong lah Anis! Please lah change! Kau dah degree kott. Matang lah sikit! Start studying!

*I know stress is not good for your life but sometimes 'this word' can make something impossible to something possible. So lets enjoy the stress we are having today.

* IMY dear partner >.< (uhh! blushing!)

.semusim

Semusim - Marcell

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cintaku telah pergi

dan kini kusendiri

tanpa dirimu lagi

tak mudah menepis

cerita indah

semusim tlah kulalui

tlah kulewati tanpa dirimu

tetapi bayang wajahmu

masih tersimpan di hati

tak pernah kubayangkan

kau putuskan cintaku

kucoba tuk lupakan

semua tentang dirimu

tak mudah bagiku

melupakanmu

.itsbeenawhile

a wise man once said : "We always ignore the ones who adore us, and adore the ones who ignore us"

ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE im not updating my blog
ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE i dont have the courage to read or login to my blog cos it reminded me of my past
ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE im too busy with my study week and trimester 2

AND

ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE that person leave me alone and broke my heart
ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE that person leave me with a lot of questions and maDe my heart cried
ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE that person made me soo damn down and brokenhearted with that situation
ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE that person made me dont have the courage and a willingness to go on with my life after what i'd been through
ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE that person made me realizes that i need my dear friends very much when that person gone

BUT

ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE that other person came to my life
ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE that other person gave me support and really take care of me when i was down one time ago
ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE that other person show me there is another love waiting for me
ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE that other person showed me that he is really serious about us
ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE that other person waiting for me to be single. haha!
ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE that other person made me realize that i am worth it to live in this world

AND YES,

ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE i realize that i should live my life to the fullest ; i have a lot of friends and my dear one that can help me to enjoy and live my life happily rather than drowning with the sadness.

medulla oblongata says :

• ugh!!! life is sooo tired. but if u know how to colour and make graffiti on it, then it will be wonderful without u knowing it.
• wawawawa. teringin KFC!!
• miss u saudara ***** >.<
  

.goodbyemylover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Chorus (2x)
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the mother of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Chorus (2x)
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Chorus (2x)
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.

I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

medulla oblongata says;
#ape jadah lagu niyh sebenanye pon aku tak paham tp it is really meaningful to me right now.
#cant believe its the end of it. i thought........hrmmm.....nevermind.my thought is not important anymore
#mata aku lebam siott. sume pasal tears. kongkrenggkongkeng..